sometimes, i should learn the art of what i'm going to say without hurting that person and when i should just shut up... it's been a problem of mine for god knows how long...
i don't know where this latest problem of mine with this certain person would lead, but i just hope in the end it turns out to be okay... i don't want to hurt this person anymore, but sometimes when we talk, i usually say something that shouldn't be said and end up regretting about it and wanting to take back what i just said, but i have no choice coz i've said it already, and i've already hurt that person...
and now, i don't know if she even trusts me anymore... heck, i don't even know if i could ever be her friend...
i just hope things would be back to where they were... like the first time i ever met and talked to that person...
and to that person who's reading this... i'm sorry... i admit that all of this is my fault... i didn't mean to hurt you in any way... i don't know where this latest dilemma will lead, but i hope one day, everything would be back to normal... but i would also understand kung malabo na talaga...